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86

Tue, 19 Jul 2005 01:53:40 GMT

today was bad.
tonight was bad.

i am so pissed off at Johnnie. he fucking couldn't go to darien lake with me because he had to get his guitar at this mall like 3 hours away, and he didn't even go. i'm like f u.

there is nothing to eat in my house. and it's really hot. and ugh.

the only thing i want is Edy's brownie ice cream. i was really pissed because i went to this store and they didn't have it. but when my mother came home, she brought me some. i love my mommy.

i am buying my warped tour ticket tomorrow.
alicia bought hers today. cool.

he he i made her take a picture.

i am definitely using my last cigarette tonight.
& then quiting till warped tour.
Sarah is going to get me some. :)

fuck.
i wanna watch some good movies tonight.
"kill bill vol. 2" is seriously the best movie ever.

i cried for no reason at all today.
and everyone is pissing me off.
and i hate my dad. he doesn't even deserve to be called father. rghrghr.

fuckfuckufcukfufkufk.

85

Sun, 17 Jul 2005 22:52:11 GMT

Warped Tour the 26th with Sarah and Alicia, fuck yeah!

-At Darien Lake yesterday, it rained, a lot. I got so fucking wet. So, it was time for me to go on the bumper cars. I slipped on the oil or whatever on the ground and FELL. It was funny, but I was all gross. It reminded me of the time when I feel at Colonial Days Fair in the muddy, wet grass. Ha. It was quite fun, though. I saw this Batman show, in which everyone has seen, 'cept for me.

I am seeing "Dark Water" by myself at 9 tonight. I'm kind of scared, ha.

P.S.-I lost my last [baby] tooth today!

84

Thu, 14 Jul 2005 21:48:15 GMT

today i went to go get my new glasses.

the eye doctor dude came over to me, and the first thing he said was "wow, that's disgusting." i obviously knew he was talking about my piercing. i was all like "you don't have to put it that way." when i really should have said "fuck you, asshole. i don't give a shit what you think." but alexyss being mature and all, yes. and then he was just all like "it's just not my cup of tea." and my dad was like "that's better."

i don't understand why people have to be so rude. i mean, 1) what he said was so uncalled for and it hurt my feelings. 2) it's very unprofessional to say that to a costumer, or whatever i am to that place. see if i ever go there again.

i am seeing fantastic4 with Johnnie tonight. he always makes me feel better. this will be fun.

i miss you already Katie and Roslyn, have a wonderful time in Canada! :)

83

Wed, 13 Jul 2005 23:30:40 GMT

today me and alicia went to the mall.
i stole 3 shirts. she stole 1.
i have picturessssss! yay

i got that from Kaufman's
i don't even really like KISS
but um detroit rock city is an awesome movie
represent

then there was the bown top
i think that was from jcpenny
umm yeah i was sweating

i had 4 shirts on and then a sweatshirt and i walked home from downtown, so f u.

ew i sweating in this shirt too
I LOVE NAPOLEN DYNOMITEEEE
haha i like this shirt
jcpenny's!

alicia took this really hot white top

porn star b00bz

hah my finger

HAHAHAHAHAHAAH on our way home, these chinese guys stopped us and they were like "where's woodhouse"
woodhouse is a bar and restaurant
and um so we told them and stuff and they like did army like head and hand thing
it was so funny

THENNNNN
they got in the car and turned around, the one guy got out of his car again and was like, "dinner tomorrow at 7?"
and were like umm sure
hahahaahahaha and hes like "radisson"
(a really rich hotel)
ALICIA FUCKING GAVE HIM MY NUMBER OMGOGMOGMGO
i'm scared
but i want free dinner
hahahah jk
but that was so funny
they were like 30 or older

ummm today was really fun
i'm hanging out with johnnie tomorrow and friday, because i keep blowing him off, i feel bad.
so yess

i left my away message off all day because i was rushed and forgot to put one up and only like 5 poeple imed me, im like thanks bitches

okay peace

82

Wed, 13 Jul 2005 17:43:51 GMT

fucking a.

yesterday was horrible.
i had to get these shitty ass glasses that i completely hate.

canadian cigs are SO much better than the kind you buy.

i wanted to go to the movies today with Johnnie, but i keep forgetting i'm blind. hm. so, i suppose i will be lazy.

i am going to darien lake again with Coreena this weekend. i'm pretty excited. i have found a friend that will go on every roller coaster with me.

i really wanna go to warped tour, but everything is so complicated. i'll just go by myself, geez.

i am begging my mom to let me get snake bites. i think i've almost got her! & she is going to take me to change my septum soon. i want a black one, and much smaller, and closer to my nose. i hate this one.

thank god for tilly and the wall, the postal service, & ted leo and the pharmacists. seriously.

81

Sun, 10 Jul 2005 22:45:06 GMT

SATURDAY!!

Hm, where should I start.
How about, I went on a camping trip with Alicia, her dad, and her brother this weekend. We stayed at the campgrounds at Darien Lake.
The trip was super fun, but um yeah a few things went wrong.

So, we left at about 12 p.m. on Saturday.
Me and Alicia sat in the back of the truck. The scenery was so beautiful, and the wind hurt. Haha.
Um, so yeah then it started raining, and that suckd.
But it cleared up fast.

Then, we got lost about 34839 times and asked for help.
We finally got there around, well, idk, maybe 4 or 5.

Me and Alicia then went on all these rides.
The first ride I went on was the Predator. It was like the only roller coaster I actually got the time to go on.
It sucked. I was so disappointed.
But anyways, me and Alicia just rode a bunch of rides and shit.

Then, we went to the water park and did all that shit.
After we were done with the slides, I decided to go on this log ride.
I was about to go down this huge hill, so I was stoked and everything, but MY GLASSES FELL OFF MY FACE.
After that, I was really pissed, and fucking the people there didn't give a shit.
So, I was in a bad mood.

We went back to the campground and changed and stuff.
Then, we went back down. I got a sub for dinner.
A 6 inch sub there is like 2 dollars more than it is here. Ridiculous.
Anyways, it was a nice sub.

Then, later that night we went to this laser/firework show.
It was so kick ass.
I loved it. It was so pretty.
I couldn't really see the screen well at ALL, but I still liked it.

After the show, her drunk ass brother bought us wine coolers or something, I don't know what they're called.
We like chugged them down as fast as we could.

Throughout the night, we had been taking like random walks and shit.
Before that, at the campground, our "neighbors" came over to me and Alicia and this one guy was like "What do you girls like on your sumbarine sub? Mao, or Italian Dressing?" First of all, wtf is a submarine sub? Haha.
We both said neither, and he was all like you suck. Haha.
So, then he asked the boys and they were all like fuck yeah man blahblah.
I found out that he was CANADIAN! And that he played hockey. He was so kick ass.
So, he gave me a high five and we called it a night.

Okay, so about the walks.
We went down one time, and on our way back, I was doing something, and Alicia like left me.
And this guy was like "Your friend's a bitch." And I'm like I know, and I couldn't see, because I was glassess-liss, and half way drunk.
So, he's all like you're okay just keep going straight and shit.

On another walk, I smoked a cigg on the way back.
Alicia like was all like nonoblahblah. But I didn't care.
So, I stopped right near the guys' camp area.
He came over to us and sat down and was like talking to us and shit.
I was asking him for beer and cigs.
And HE WAS CANADIAN TOO! WTF AND PLAYED HOCKEY. SCORE!
So, he was all cool.
And he's like us Canadians are friendly and shit, so he invited us over to his little bombfire.
He's like maybe you can tell us your names?
And he's like okay "This is Bitch and Friend" hahaha.
There was this kid Johnnie with him and his fiance, I think, and I don't even remember what her or his name was.
But Johnnie was fucking awesome. He gave us like 5 Canadian ciggs.
And he gave us beer.
And we all just sat around and talked.
They were all like "Ehh" and shit. How lovely.
Hahah and he's like this chick offered me 1 American dollar for beer and cigs, and he all dissing America, but whatev.
I love how Canadian people talk and like their voices. Omggggg.
So, pretty much I am moving to Canada.

I'm not really sure if we were drunk yet, but I'm pretty sure we kind of were at their one bomb fire.

Then, we went back to our camp area.
Alicia's dad and bro were so fucking drunk.
So, we messed around and pretended to be hot chicks on the walkie talkie's.
It was so funny. Her brother fell for it.
And there was this black guy that was like yeahhh I'm going to bring a party and shit.
Hahah it was just funny.

Later that night, we kept taking more walks.
We visited Johnny and was all like have a nice night, we love you.
He was so nice.

SUNDAY!!

We didn't get to sleep until 3ish.
I woke up at 545 like freezing to death and fucking my legs hurt so bad because of the position I was sleeping in.
So, I waited till like 7 to wake Alicia up.
We like chilled and hung out until the park opened at 10.
It didn't open till way later, though.

We did like canoeing today.
OH YEAH WE ATE DOTS ICE CREAM TOO! We had that yesterday also, but yeah, omg best ice cream ever.
I wanted to go in the Superman, but the line was fucking huge, and Alicia would've been bored out of her mind waiting for me. Plus, we only had three hours at the park today.

We also did the go kart racing. We did it like three times. Umm, I am going to do the guy who works there. Well, the one that did last night. RHGRGHRGHRHG so fucking hot.

When we left, we said goodbye to our neighbor Canadian friends, but we didn't see our other ones. :(
It was sad.
I will miss them.
And Darien Lake.
Darnnnnn.

On our way home from the trip, we fell asleep in the back while the car was going. I got sun burnt again! But it's not that bad.

I came home. I showered. Now I might go to Katie's.

UM YEAH I NEED A NEW PAIR OF GLASSES WHICH IS GONNA COST ME MONEY WHICH FUCKING SUCKSSSS.
Normally, I get any pair I want free each year, because of where my dad works, but I highly doubt they will give me another pair free.

I look like fucking shit without my glasses. Ew. I can't see shit, unless it's close up.

I won a teddy bear! He's so cute. And I won this snake for my brother.

I think I might be going next weekend too with my family, though.
I am going on all the roller coasters that time.
I need some new non-pussy ass friends. Everyone is so fucking afraid of roller coasters, it makes me sad/mad. Ha.

It's like 6:05 on Sunday right now. I am so tired.
It feels like 9.

PICTURES!!

EW. I just realized we did the peace sign in almost every picture. Forgive me.

car ride

swing ride. now those kind of slow, boring, just in stupid circle rides get me sick.

yumm, 'cept i got chocolate

pretty night!

LASER SHOW!

now that is what i call sick.

alicia isn't sick.

i think that was all in the tent shit. idk.

the view and our peepzzzzzzzz

c00l!!!

n00000t!

Okay well I had a really nice time.
The pictures don't say shit about the trip.
Like wow, it was fun.
I like camping. It's quite fun.

I don't think I posed this yet. But I liked this fountain. It was nice and cold.

I don't know what the fuck I am gong for warped tour.
It's at Sixxxxx Flags, but I'm so unsure about everything.
Hm....

OH YEAH
there was this one guy talking and he was all like
"being fat has it's ups and downs. i get to sit up front because of it" or something like that.
it was so funny.
i'm so using that next time.

another thing, the "cops" at Darien Lake are crazy.
like they don't yell at you or snything.
they're so nice and they always wave.
and umm they let you do whatever the fuck you want.
well, they kind of have to let you.
but whatever i love them.

bye

80

Sat, 09 Jul 2005 02:52:31 GMT

tonight was fun. me, roslyn, and katie all went to olive garden. well, we went to the mall, but it was really boring. umm so at olive garden we made a new friend.

her name is Dawn. she is one hot mother fucker.

she was going to give us free wine samples, but all these stupid bitches at her work we're like talking about it just because she brought out a bottle to our table.

so, i was like "if you give us a wine, i'll give you a cigarette." and stuff.

she totally loved us. she kept calling us cute and stuff.

so pretty much i love Dawn. kt made up this song just repeating i love Dawn over and over and hitting her hands on the table. it's so funny.

darien lake tomorrow! i'm siked. have a nice weekend.

79

Fri, 08 Jul 2005 02:29:49 GMT

i made my last entry private because it was about a boy! and alexyss is not allowed to like boys. nono.

i saw "Land of the Dead" with roggle joggle and kt tonight. AGAIN. but it wasn't bad looking at simon baker again. oh my is he hot. kt's like "the guy with the burnt face is hotter." i'm like don't you be starting shit, ho. :)

so, anyways, six flags darien lake this weekend! i am SO incredibly excited. you don't even know.

that's all.

shit. i really need a camera. holy wowwwww.

77

Thu, 07 Jul 2005 02:51:38 GMT

tonight was cool.
i saw "bewitched" with katie, chris, and roslyn at the mall.
the movie was alright. kind of boring.

i am going for a walk later, to smoke a cig!
it's been like two days. only 6 left. :(
who wants to send me a pack in the mail? ha.

what was the point of this update?
i have no fucking idea.
good day.

76

Wed, 06 Jul 2005 15:47:19 GMT

chris and katie just called me and they're like "get your ass down here. we're seeing a movie. we've been waiting here for two hours." they got out of summer school and they were going to see "land of the dead" but i already saw it, and i'm tired. and friggen i was having such a nice sleep. like i didn't get to sleep till like 3, and then 11:30! noooooooooooo.

anyways, i am seeing "war of the worlds" tonight, so i can get a few more multiple orgasms from justin chatwin. funfun. umm roggle is buying katie's gift. she is a horrible friend and hasn't got it, yup!

last night was pretty. and foggy. and scary. but it was still nice.

why the fuck does everyone in my area love my rilo kiley hoodie? it makes me mad. i am going to have to get a new one. geez. stupid bitches.

ummm i know that nobody ready this, but i update for my own self something.

75

Wed, 06 Jul 2005 05:59:05 GMT

i can't sleep.
idk why.

i like stellastar.

um amuse me? possibly? if you're up?

good day.

[oh yeah. check out my last post. sparklers rule, duh.]

74

Wed, 06 Jul 2005 02:53:24 GMT

i wanna do this guy

fuck that thing at the bottom.
but i love that song.
okay, pictures.

haha

rich stopped by to get his jacket.

okay so roslyn, johnnie, chris, and me went to kt's house after the awesome fireworks.
they were so pretty. i love the ending of the fireworks, the "finale."

okay so the little get together party was fun.
chris like killed us all a few times.

we ate cupcakes and stuff.

today was katie's birthday, as you all know.
we went out to dinner at this really rich restaurant that we love.
then we rented "the hillz" and watched it at her house.

hahahaahah to that movie. but i still loved it.

paris hilton is only good at being hot. because she sucks at acting.

i got kt and AE card, some polaroids, and pudding. haha.
i still have to write her a letter!

okay now i am talking to johnnie. i must go because i'm like listening to him, but not really. hahah um yeah bye.

73

Tue, 05 Jul 2005 16:44:22 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KATIE LOVE! AW YOU ARE 16. HOW NICE. :)

I love you! :)

72

Tue, 05 Jul 2005 00:02:18 GMT

i had fun at my aunt's.
alicia went with me.
a fucking bee like covered my eye when i was talking in the pool
i was SO fucking scared.
bees should die.
idc what you say, katie.
let bee's BEEEEE extinct.
and thunderstorms too.
kbye.
fireworks tonight.
funfun.
ew i smell like pool.
but i am not showering.
okay!

I'm wishing on a falling star
Wondering where you are . . .

*CHORUS:*
I wish
I wish for you on a falling star
Wondering where you are
Do I ever cross your mind
In the warm sunshine
She's from the city of angels
Like Betty Davis, James Dean, and Gable
Never know what she means to me
I fell for the girl that's on tv

Met her at a gala affair
She wore a green dress and everybody was there
Felt out of place as she looked into my eyes
Shook her hand around 9 P.M. and
I'm never gonna be the same again
Never have to be on a movie screen
To be the leading lady in all my dreams

Shoobie-do-wop and scooby snacks
Met a fly girl and I can't relax
The only problem is she's a movie star, oh
My friends, they won't believe me
If they could only see me
At the risk of sounding cheesy
I think I fell for the girl on tv

*CHORUS*

Everybody knows her name
Wanna take her picture and they're glad she came
But I just wanna be there when she's down, down
(be there when she's down)
I don't want her autograph
I just wanna call her up and make her laugh
Never have to be on the movie screen
To be the leading lady in all my dreams

Shoobie-do-wop and scooby snacks
I met a fly girl and I can't relax
The only problem is she's a movie star,wow
My friends, they won't believe me
If they could only see me
At the risk of sounding cheesy
I think I fell for the girl on tv

*CHORUS*

wish for you on a falling star
I'm wishing on a star and I'm wondering where you are
Wondering where you are
Do I cross your mind in a warm sunshine

*RAP*
So I wished for you on a bright, shining star
Everywhere I look, there you are (there you are)
There's the girl in the green dress
She took my breath away
And now I look to the sky for the better day
To the beat y'all and scooby snacks
I met a fly girl and I can't relax
Never had to be on the movie screen
Cause she's the leading lady in all my dreams

*CHORUSx2*

wtf is wrong with me

happy 4th of july!
independence from great britain, right?
hm...

71

Mon, 04 Jul 2005 13:32:37 GMT

I got my cartilage pierced at Wal-Mart yesterday for 10 dolla.
What-a-deal.

It hurt way more than my nose. I got 'em done next to eachother.

&& I smoked like a ba.

Yesterday in Wal-Mart, we were like walking out the store after we did some shopping and got our ears done (my mother get her second hole done) & um we realized they didn't charge us for the spray shit we bought, and like it was suppose to be like almost 10 dollars more, so that was cool.

Then, me my mama, and Alicia (who was with us the whole time) went to Friendly's to get some ice cream. The lady brought out Alicia's order right and my mom's and then some huge ass strawberry thingy. Mine, of course, was fucked up. So, she went and got me a new one and we got to keep the huge strawberry thing, plus what my mother ordered. So, we we're hitting stuff up fo free!

Then, I got dropped off at Katie's. We make cupcakes for her party today!
I will have pictures of them. I think they're cuties. Haha.
Then, we kind of didn't get to sleep until 3ish prolly.
I got up at 8. My mother came and picked me up.
I got around, and now I am going to my Aunt's for this little party.

& Tonight is the fireworks! Then Katie's!
Oh fuck. Okay I just reminded myself of something.
BYE LOVERS! HAVE A NICE DAY!!
TOMRROW IS KATIE'S BIRTHDAY! I LOVE YOUUUUUUUU!

70

Sun, 03 Jul 2005 19:31:32 GMT

today is my father's birthday.
i forgot.
but i don't feel bad. not really.
well, kind of.

um, no more updates today, k.

hardcore toe.

laurennn :)

idk who that is

aliciaaaa

qts

i think i may have posted some of them twice before in another entry, idk.
bye have a nice day lovies!
i am getting katie's present today. :)
it's not like she doesn't know what it is or anything, hahah.

69

Sun, 03 Jul 2005 15:34:54 GMT

68

Sun, 03 Jul 2005 03:37:17 GMT

STEPHANIE IS HOME FOR AWHILE!
&& I saw "War of the Worlds" tonight. HOLY FUCKING SHIT. IDC WHAT ANY OF YOU SAY. THAT WAS A KICK ASS MOVIE. AND I FUCKING LOVED IT.

Awww.

Anyways, today was good.
My sunburn is like almost gone! Yessss.

Tonight was so perfect.
The weather. The scenery.

It really sucks not having a camera.
Um, I will have tons of more pictures from the sleepover, though.

67

Sat, 02 Jul 2005 19:47:26 GMT

it's so cute to see my father try to teach my mother how to mow the lawn. oh gosh!

66

Sat, 02 Jul 2005 14:08:12 GMT

i went to this sleepover at Lauren's. it was okay, i guess.
i will maybe have pictures later.

i walked home from her house yesterday morning.
i slept till 5:30.
then, i showered.

i went out to eat with my family.

&then i met Johnnie downtown.

my boobie sunburn is getting a little better.

i tried to stay up and watch "13 going on 30" on tv., but i stayed up till the time it was on and fell asleep. now, i am really tired.

I heard a voice through the discord
A deluge of passersby
I saw one gaze frozen in time
Watching me passing by

I swear I'll know your face in the crowd
And I'll hear your voice so loud
When you're whispering

Hey unfaithful I will teach you
To be stronger (to be stronger)
Hey ungraceful I will teach you
To forgive one another

Here's my kiss to betray
Desperate to brush the lips of grace
Do you feel hollow when you think of how I lied?

Oh sweet angel of mercy
With your grace like the morning
Wrap your loving arms around me
Oh sweet angel of mercy
With your grace like the morning
Wrap your loving arms around me

Hey unfaithful I will teach you
To be stronger (to be stronger)
Hey ungraceful I will teach you
To forgive one another

Hey unfaithful I will teach you
To be stronger (to be stronger)
Hey unloving
I will love you
And will love you

Jesus I'm ready to come home
I'm ready to come
Jesus I'm ready to come home
Hey Unfaithful
Hey Ungraceful
Hey unloving
I will love you

Hey unloving
I will love you

i used to hate underoath, but i like them now.

look how red i am!

and i look really fat/gross

there are tons more from Amy's camera. i just thought i'd share those.

you know i really didn't have a good time. like i felt really left out because they were all doing their make-up and like changing their clothes and like putting tons of necklaces and shit on. and like i'm not really into that shit, so i just sat in front of the fan with my aloe and cooled my boobs off.

but i did, however, watch "the rocky horror picture show" or whatev. and holy shit that is the coolest movie eva. rocky is my bitch. we're going to get married.

il est beau.

ahhhhh good day.

65

Fri, 01 Jul 2005 16:14:51 GMT

my mom worked from 8 a.m.-12:30 p.m. last night. that is fucking ridiculous. two of the other people who have her job are having babies, so she works late every night. they refuse to hire someone to help her out. i feel really fucking bad.

i was so burned, and still kind of am, yesterday. it hurt so much. i wanted to cry.

i started out with 21 cigarettes last night. now, i have 13. i didn't smoke them all myself.

did i mention i hate stealers? my god, you can't trust anybody these days.

64

Thu, 30 Jun 2005 04:17:56 GMT

today [yesterday] i danced in the rain. i ran through big puddles of disgusting water. i slid in gross, muddy grass. i went through the drity fountain of water while it was storming. today [yesterday] was probably the best day of summer, so far.

there is so much going on, but i am too tired to type. 12:17, oh my.

62

Sat, 25 Jun 2005 21:48:34 GMT

On my way home from the public pool, I dropped my camera.
Some asshole ran over it.
And now it doesn't work.

That piece of shit was $270.

I am so fucking upset. I ~~could~~ am cry. +ing

Ughhhhh everything horrible has to happen to me. FUCK.